between my last breath, and when the light fades from my eyes

by lull

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Justin Amick I'm listening to this in the bathtub after working 3 days straight without doing anything else but sleeping. It's absolutely perfect. Hoping for more!
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    a 32 bit recording of the between my last breath. Which, personally brings out some more of the subtle parts of the noise/atmosphere compared to the 16 bit recording that is streaming/downloadable.

    The cassette was printed by cryptic carousel and features a screenprinted a and b side. A side is the grove and B side is the skeletal march. Comes in a faded pink cotton bag, a screenprinted card of FF3 characters featuring a small note. I will also send other items depending on when it is ordered.

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released January 1, 2016

recorded at seaboard studio by chris wenner



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Track Name: each hour spent in silent rebuke
But, the primroses will never bloom for me.
The earth cradles my fragile flesh.
Track Name: though this tree is not dead
I try to plea but, only blood escapes.
I feel the grass as it begins to claim.
Your faces so morose, your tears.
Every grain of dust so precious.
Each strugging breath grows sweeter,
than the one before.
Track Name: it will bear no fruit
It must be like nothingness,
better than loneliness.
Closer to happiness,
on the way to a smile.

and if we are to fall,
let the flood was away our tears.
for if there is one thing to learn,
there is no need for hope or fear.
Track Name: yet it will be alright, it will be okay
Empty hands, tired eyes,
a stuttering whisper.
There isn't a reason to flee anymore.
That cold embrace all we've ever known.
Cascading light is where happiness lies.
Track Name: because we will be together again
Lonely ships, in a sea of souls.
Drifting alone, for a thousand miles.
Until we quietly sink.
Track Name: and we will dance with each gentle breeze
My corpse is before me,
there is nothing behind.
The scars are just faint memories
upon soft skin.
Illusions of dreams long dead and
best left.
As I melt, let it illuminate

No great truth - no revelation.
Just the love of the sunrise.
Why do we cherish a flower?
Because, we know it will wither.
Who adores a stone?

I will think of you all,
between my last breath and
when the light fades from my eyes.
As I return to nothing,
as I.