I have known myself less with each passing day

from the birth, life, and death of a perfectly ordinary person by lull

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"If there is a god, praise the holy man"
"If there is not, slash their throats."
"For they hold us back."
"Let us not go into this darkness out of calculation."
he spoke with a wry smile,
"a handful of ashes."

we love differently, there is a difference in everything.
yet your pity maybe still worse than my love,
a love indistinguishable from spite.
You were teaching me how to swim, I was learning how to drown.
almost unaware of their own word,
loathe to resolve the questions of the overflowed heart,
"what then, am I to blame for it all?"

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from the birth, life, and death of a perfectly ordinary person, released April 8, 2017

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lull Columbia, South Carolina

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Newcastle Upon Tyne, UK

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